The silence in my heart,
The joy in my ears
The loneliness so bleak
All my limbs want to weep
I lay all day and watch all night
listening to the clock tick
unforgivingly through each week.
My faith in self is shattered
and faith in friends is lost
to turn to i have nothing
but my base desires and wants
I do not despair nor do i cry
but that which i keep
is much worse inside
Bare hatred tis thee
that balances my all
my love and lust are nought
and tis thee i seek for warmth
I look around me each day
at smiling faces all round
and with each second it gets harder
to fight my demons and smile again.
I hate, I sleep, I watch
and fear that each second
takes away a new notch.
